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Do you feel that cold when you're kneeling on the floor,
around you only time flows, you've got no support anymore.
You feel alone, like inside a wasteland,
you see the memories you'd like to set on fire.

You want to forget everything that drags you down,
empty bottles falling off the table now.
You want to forget all those days
when he told you he'd make all your dreams come true.

You felt safe in each of his hugs,
now your heart is scarred, cut up with lies.
The only thing you want to live for is the child you have with him,
she is the only thing that matters to you now.

Your smile left long ago, you've been through it for the hundredth time,
so don't be naive — you won't change a tyrant just like that.
You look into her eyes while tears run down your face,
there's no other option, you know you must leave.

Now you know.

How hard it is
to be here alone for everything.
Grit your teeth, stand up and don't be afraid to go on.
You must start dreaming again of those days
when you were full of strength.
Forget how many times he beat you
when he got so drunk.
Pack your things and go away,
you'll manage without him.
She is your armor now,
your will to carry on.
You've suffered your share,
together you'll burn the bridge.

Stay — go — stay — stay —
no place to go — you'll find a way —
he'll change — you don't believe it anymore —
you can't do it without him — for her you must!!!

Now you write the script yourself,
he doesn't have to hurt you anymore,
so the little one will grow up without a drunk dad.
She will understand you couldn't let him beat you
and that you can never go back to him.

Now you're stronger than you ever were,
it took courage to resist him — you found it only with her.
Now everything will get better, you took your chance,
no more mornings to fear — he's no longer sleeping next to you.
It was over the line and you crossed it,
you tolerated it for so many days,
you couldn't even count how many times he hit you with his fist.

Now you know.

How many times did he hit you with his fist,
so how many times did he hit you with his fist,
he hit you with his fist.